Jan 24th approaching

Ok, I have to acknowledge that this date is coming up. January 24th. The date I woke up to find my boyfriend dying in bed beside me.

I just got an email to sign up for a work shop and the date was just staring me in the face.... Januray 24th.

I started crying.

I know that I have to take it one day at a time but how am I going to get through that day? It was the hardest day of my life. And I have had a lot of tough days.